the reprieve continues.. im emo too!?!?!.. nooo..
hey u all.. juz posted like last 3-4 days ago.. yea yea.. sue me for spamming.
my knock on the head turned out to b a big bad bruise with no hope for recovery.
it’s v ironic, i’ve counselled my best bud abt his problem n yet i’m falling into the same death trap as him..
with all tt to say, i felt a knock on my head and scolded.. but the fault is none other than mine. call me a hopeless romantic but due to my fantastical imagination, i let my heart rule my head too much. logic i did not use and threw rite out the window so.. sighh.. it’s been a while since i did’nt use my head and regretted the fact i did’nt so..
hahaha.. the fact is i’ve screwed up big time since day 1.. a walking misfit, a toddling calamity.. shld haf took more time, shld haf hold back when i shld.. too many should haf’s.. in e end, i do not deserve to counsel u my brother am.. coz i too haf erred unfortunately..
but still life still goes on, i cant stay emo forever, if i could turn back time, i’d bide my time.. if the future still holds for me someday, i’d learn from this mistake. did’nt know how much a pest i was till it struck me so hard..
a many big thanks to my frens.. the unholy trio since p1 we stood so, my close frens also.. even if things dun go the way it supposed, i’m glad it happened so i can learn more and grow.
my work too also crapped up.. the influx of orders and fouling up for accuracy is starting all over again.. my life has juz continued it’s downward spiral after the short fantasy break.. =)
*jus down*
