watching as the world walks on by.. while u slowly trod on.
wondered if u guys haf even juz sat in orchard rd and juz people watch. while ppl rush to n fro in their lil world of their own. i wuz juz discussing tt topic w my fren gab. not tt we are so bo liaoz but rather every1 is juz caught up w their own thing to notice the people ard them.
from some time now.. i have seen people juz run u by not giving u a 2nd glance. so caught up w things ard u tt the person in front of u is like invisible in your eyes. o hell.. scratch the some time. most of time it happens.
suddenly the name mr stealth comes into play. but becoz u can camo well rather coz u can juz walk down by and no1 gives a 2 hoot n no1 bothers of your existence. suddenly everything juz lacks purpose. y are u working? wad u looking fwd to? things like that juz go outta the window sometimes..
yea.. i’m sounding pretty melachoy.. you’re in a car and driving down a road.. a long desert road with nothing in sight.. no front n no back.. juz a straight line with nothing but road miles in existence. as i like to put it.. limbo.. life in limbo more likely.
maybe nt me who feels this rite now.. but yeah on off u come to think abt it and wonder wad we doing.. weird is’nt it.. as my frens would say.. ya probably juz thinking abt it too much. rather u shut yourself out.. not my sun bunch.. im ok w em n all.. though years goes by n ppl change but the basics still remain. *disclaimer on tt*
yea.. so bummed out today.. work’s been always the desert road i feel.. maybe a few bumps on the tarmac but nothing big there. the rest is juz a long stretch of sky and dusty sand air tt gets in your throat n chokes u..
maybe juz a bit too drama-mama here but still.. nv hurt to grouse a bit.. so when the road reaches a turning or a bend.. i hope to make the right movement and turn.. seize the moment.. carpe diem..
fri evening nearly screwed but saved meeting w darryl.. juz simple dinner and coffee perks u from the usual routine.. yea.. i may not haf big happenings in which i wish for but it’s the lil things in life tt at least make me feel juz a tad better. sighh
*jus bummed*
