enlightenment and peace on a sat nite.
i feel relieved. coz being misunderstood for too long at last i realise the meaning behind it all.
today went to it fair again w darryl w pretty much nothing to buy n plenty to bitch abt. but like wad is new.. yada yada..
bernard is back!!.. aka puii puii.. from the land of loch ness and scottish kilts for 2 mths. typical ang moh dinner w him n jerry and off to ritz for smooth jazz and drinks.
talked so freely like never before.. and knowing how ppl misunderstand u and finally knowing from a different perpective puts my mind at ease even though i did not do anything neither did any1 do anything at hand.
u cant expect ppl to judge how u are by wad u want them to think u of. coz different ppl has different thinking and mindset. from the pure sheltered to those whom haf seen so much in life. i cant compared to the experienced but i can dare say i’m definately not sheltered. i’ve come a long way from a kid in shorts w no cares or worries in the world.
life expects us to gear up for the daunting challenges ahead and no1 can change me for who i am. for once, i feel so at ease w myself and knowing the responsibilities and burden i have to undertake. it’s like christ whom cross he has to bear. all off us has crosses to carry. it’s only the size and how many u are willing to shoulder.
leave those who dun understand me to b.. let them think y am i doing or y is it so wrong. i believe in myself and tht is the way it will b. thanks to all for trying to care and understand. it’s w my frens tht i grow stronger and better. as i fall, i rise from the ashes to learn from it yet another day.
so in e end, it’s all abt learning and adapting and we all grow to learn things tht sch books nv teach u.
*jus enlightens*
