Blogging to clear my noggin

bored stiff… aniwae.. thanks to my fren i can use a com again.. but then again i will also use my com at work which is more uber than my x shitty com and he is charging me.. per keystroke used… not..

it’s V-sak day n im helping out at  his place for his sis bbq… quite lame actually.. but tt also ensures a good dinner for me today.. =)

tml’s blading plans seem to b shelved as jerry had something cropped up  but  dinner is still on e  way at the stone grill but then  e rest of the day.. shit.. wad to do? o well… how will e rest of the weekend b?.. the only thing we all working ppl look fwd to…

juz c how then..

*jus gorges*

it’s a mid week wed and again, due to the fact my house com has gone ka phut, i’m blogging from office again b4 work.

work’s going on alright, seems like tht is the only smooth thing so far.. LOL.. reach home a wasted wreck and all i do is watch tv and sleep since i got nothing else to keep me entertained.. hahaha..

soon it’s another holiday.. vesak day and i really wonder wad is gonna happen again on tt day.. but this week brings to the end of the long weekend trilogy.. since 1st of may tt week till now, my fridays are on off and for one week a monday. but soon no such luck le.. dammn!!..

total serenity compasses me nowadays.. no correspondents from my net fren.. due to the fact my com at home is down, i cant even pa  dota.. but no complains so far… god will provide a way and i guess i juz wait and see..

though on a lightening note, i shld b blading on sat w jerry. hahaha.. such a long time nv blade le.. good therapy.. any more ppl wanna join us? contact me for further details.. LOL..

o well.. not tt i got loads to blog today. pray for a miracle then..

*jus prays*

time check 0730.. n im in office early.. to check my stuff and blog..

this weekend was’nt too bad except for the fact that my com went dead on me.. LOL..  i can do with the peace though..

life’s been quiet nowadays.. lesser ppl disturbing me and dunno whether the peace i get is a good thing. but nevertheless juz take things as it comes.. cant force anything though..

*jus works*

my com finally ROD-ed last week.. initially it could work after restarting 5 times.. LOL.. i know tt i crap but today it juz died.. restarted 10 times to no avail.. and the best result wuz to go on net for less than 5 mins and my com hang.. so gg to my com.. as i think it finally did it’s service.. long service award for abt.. 7 yrs? its time to move on.

last nite had a frozen marg w my poly frens ms bay n 3sg tee.. hee hee.. after a show mi3, chilled out w drinks and went home light headed and happie.. but v sad as my com refused to to listen to instructions.. hahaha

if u r wondering how e hell i blog.. thanks to my bud ambrose whom his com i’m hogging now.. so i shall wave gg to my online activity for now till my rod-ed com comes back miraculously or i got a replacement to take over..

such is a life of a net addict w low technology.. ironic it is but for my case its so true.. =)

*jus peace out*

it’s weds.. but it does not seem like it. 2nd day of workweek but then again this week is a 3 day work week.. pwoar excellent man.. fri whole plant closed due to the big rousing elections tht is coming up. but i haf no part in the action since my area is marine parade GRC which is a walkover headed by the red lightning’s SM Goh.. no hammers, arrowheads or red stars to vote upon.. sighh.. wonder if its a good thing or not.. but then again.. sg elections are so wayang.. in e end the lightning still majority n after all the promises, transport still will go up, taxes will go up and u think our ang pow from u all can work miracles.. such is our local ….

during e week, had a heated debate w my net fren who thinks i’m nothing but a sourpuss and a nag.. if tht person only read my blog. LOL.. but i promised u guys i’d liven up the blog by not being a neg too much. but then still, my mouth still itches.. cynical self i guess?? hmmm.. den again if they can juz judge me by some emails and a msn nick, i dun think they are judging it too fairly rite? sighh.. as usual, blasted the reply away w words and all.. wonder how the aftermath will turn out again..

things are not looking up for me still, but i will not make it a point to broadcast it too much le. thru my blog n wad i say, i have become an open book tt ppl read in too much.. different ppl read me differently but most of it is nv good. people are always the same.. good things all nv say.. but 1 or 2 bad things n it’s such a crime!.. so i still learn to keep some stuff to myself. or else ppl will say things..

getting older none the wiser.. being too honest is also a crime. nice also ppl dun like.. how sia?? so difficult to please..

out w ray tee.. tht bloke is back from taiwan le.. keep raving abt chio bu’s in taiwan.. knn sia.. went to ngee ann thot got band pract but no1 in sight.. waste time.. nvm.. tml maybe go back again.. itching to play some music to soothe the mind. dad bought 2 pants for work.. great. juz wat i need.. thanks dad.. fri again no plans up.. wonder how will it b spent? at home laze again?? hmm.. we’ll see..

late le… been having too much late nites.. n resulting in me nodding off at work.. bad bad.. no good.. but this week n next attached to production line.. cant sit also.. nod also difficult.. LOL.. not too bad progress at work but prone to errors and stuff.. ganbatte justin!!.. muz excel.. e only aspect now but the most impt in my lil life now..

*jus pia*

today is labour day.. n it’s a rest day for me.. i went to buy a new spnking pair of puma shoes from pennisular plaza.. futura cat black/white for abt 109 bucks.. yes.. thanks to the progress pax.. i’m gonna indulge for a while.

aniwae thanks to my fren’s comments yest.. realised somethings abt thing happening ard me that i shld take a seat back n check up on how i am doing..

yes i do not haf the best attitude and it takes other ppl to tell me so. i may not b assertive enough to stand up and even though it does, i make a fool out of myself. when i mean business, ppl take a shoe and throw it at me and ask me to shut the hell up..  but still, i do nid to learn how not to do some things tht ppl will take as a bad comment or i also nid ppl to take me seriously.

attitude is something tht has to b honed over time. u cant judge tht every1 luvs ya attitude n it’s all fine. but there are always things abt u tht u dun know abt yourself. which will make u realise where u gone wrong in the past.

i’ve learnt from ppl.. n veri well by bad experiences. not to b eager and push it too much, not to b a sourpuss and bitch abt the world tht some ppl may actually envy ur life as it is and how to take things in my stride and pick up the pieces from where it is left off.

but am i wrong? no. i beg to differ.. i’m not wrong.. i’m juz misguided and if u think tht my direction is wrong, tell me n dun hide around and poke at my misbehaviour. coz i dun deserve to b poked at when i’m not supposed to and also not to b ignored when i’m only human like u..

cheers abt life.. i’ve learnt much.. 24 and still learning.. work’s up tml.. w a meeting tml.. pray to god for all tht has happened and tht he will guide me thru.

*jus ponders*