retail therapy to cure myself.
it’s like 1am.. n i’m not asleep yet.. i’m so dead tml.. LOL.. wad e heck. juz got back from a show.. firewall starring harrison ford.. not too bad a flick though. aniwae.. as i try to pick up the broken pieces oblivious to the fact tt ppl think they r right.. but den as they speak to defend themselves, i juz dun give a dammn.. it may seem trivial to them but when they nid help n rave abt themselves all e time den it’s not trivial to them.. their matters, their things, their feelings.. so self centered n so superficial. when did u help me when i’m constantly in red? when did i received aid from u?.. yeah.. ya cool when ya ok.. but when in pain n agony.. i’m a knight not in shining amour n not with a single gratitude.. this knight is tired.. n he is not even supposed to do this job n as if i’m assigned it in the 1st place.i deserve to shower my attention to ppl who actually bother to shower it back. take kindness for weakness n now turn back n bite at me.. bite all u wan folks.. coz mr kind no more.. malovent in nature and vile to the core..
aniwae.. enough raving back.. while waiting for the show, bought a new bag by crumpler.. close to 200 bucks.. X… but better be worth the effort n cash coz i intend to use this baby for some time.. in e end, guys n girls are no different.. they all nid ppl to tell them they are loved n they also like to get things to make themselves happie!.. since i got no 1 to tell me i’m loved.. i better love myself more.. LOL… suxs being me sometimes.. =)
*jus ROARS*
