negativity gets shot down.. reality check time..

seems that my blog has quite a following.. after my fren gs publicised my blog to our mutual frens in church.. thanks ah gab… =)

aniwae.. they all been complaining abt the negativity factor in my blog.. saying justin.. y so neg for wad? compare w so many other ppl n all n complaining all the time.. i’m such a whiner. but then again, let me turn back and ask u gents this question. wad is the purpose of a blog? it’s to shout out how u feel. like 2 of my frens who treat their blog as a love story to broadcast to the world.. how my dear n her dear likes to hold hands n all.. hahaha.. sorrie for the arrowing.. but then, it’s juz an example.

so wad is the purpose of MY blog? ok.. juz look up the left hand side right at the top near my pic. the little postscript at the bottom.. "blog gets typed, grey matter cleared.. nuff said"… with that i really tell u all i like to dispel my negativity by shouting all aloud for all to hear. also got nothing really positive really happens nowadays.. it’s also coz ppl are really bitches sometimes.. who likes to hear tt ya doing well? ppl like to hear gossip.. who is bs-ing who in the office.. which idiot is shooting down ppl n all.. well..

i dun intend to keep a following. but i intend to hold true to y i created this blog. but still having said that, it’s not fair to cut u all out from my positive factors in life.. coz my frens dun like a sourpuss.. neither do girls. so.. aniwae..

well.. 1 positive note i got my progress pax on like fri.. n 700 bucks + my salary of 1.1k take home justifies me to go on a shopping spree. that is y my crumpler bag came out when i got my border’s paycheck. so techinically i’m not tt poor anymore. but w greater power comes greater responsibility as i pay for bills, transports and chipping in for home utilities.

actually by my frens complaining, at least i know that they actually bother w my stuff.. but for wad reasons i also not sure but still reassuring to know they are so kaypoh.. LOL.. sol n rayy.. yea.. i know.. but still my attitude and neg i fully justify y i say n wat is the reason behind it all.. coz i really like to broadcast how shit u feel.. or in the case how i feel.. hahaha.. 2 postive factor.

n w all the cash coming in. though not alot.. justifies me to go n buy stuff i wanted to buy but did not dare to splunge on.. like another pair of shoes!.. u think wearing SAF shoes all day long makes u feel any better? dammnit.. sucky shitty shoes.. n to think i wear no.3 shoes all day during work.. crap.. i definately deserve better on weekends n in due time for work. so tml prob going w darryl to buy puma shoes.. LOL.. n yes.. i haf sound back on my com.. as i bought altec lansing speakers.. which is cheap n small.. the lowest quality type for 30 bucks.

so smile tnite my frens n folks as this is ya nite.. where i explain my shit.. n i feel good broadcasting something gd. but still neg will come in time to time. but at least u know y..

cya folks

*jus appeases*

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