happie good fri.. penance for today as i dish some of my own..
today or i shld say yest.. hahaha.. wuz a real wet day man.. the water like reached ankle to near knee level near paya lebar area.. as i made my way to church for service at 1530. as i kneeled for half to abt an hour during veneration of the cross and since i fasted today i feel good abt it.
this year been a trying year for my religion as i seem to b challenged w ppl n life strange twists and all.. nv cursed so much in my life..
then again i cant help to comment.. i had it w this particular fren of mine. i have been raving abt tt person so often sometimes.. so u think that ya pissed and spout your mouth off condones u to lie and cheat a fren’s feelings? it’s so easy to run to ppl when ya down and out and hope the world consoles u but then i dun nid fair weathered frens.. this is not the 1st n it’s so definately the last as i’m not allowing this shit to go on n screw up my mind. fuck this man.. ya had ya chance chum n ya lost it.. no more mr nice guy anymore.. like i’m so positive all e time.. darn i dunno when wuz the time i wuz truely happie w my life.. ROAR!!!
care i shall not, disturb neither i will.. coz i’m through being a babysitter sometimes.. i nid some to pamper me n no 1 is there so y shld i? work out all e way n bury my life in endless chores.. always know my band of brothers are there for me no matter wad.. sounds dammn brokeback but then they dun hurt ya mind so much compared to many individuals i know.. previous colleagues or juz pure frens.
que sera sera.. wadeva will b will b.. in e end… as how achilies got shot in the heel and how samson got his hair cut.. the warrior falls on the ground.. but as batman begins says: y do we learn to fall? so tt we can learn how to pick yourself up.. not tt i nv fell in my life.. so i’d juz wash the cuts and bruises and move on..
aniwae.. i broke my fast w ben,jerry,gab n joe at manhattan fish market.. LOL.. a feast after a fast.. wad a way to end it.. after tt, a quick trip to suntec w ben n jerry’s ice cream.. wad a way to end a day.. not too bad.. tml is holy sat.. wad brings the end of my easter tridium? i wonder..
*jus ROARS*
