a real depressing day as mom goes down n brain gets jumbled in e process
i’m back from the hospital. yea u all heard me right..
mom had food poisoning last night which triggered her relaspe in the morning. for all those readers who are new, i dun wanna go into the detail abt my mom’s condition.. she’s been in n out of tan tock seng so often.. but this is the 1st time she’s in it for the year..
as it was, i wuz really in a low mood mulling over the events happened abt me and all at work.. being quiet and all reflecting whether it’s my personality or wad could i have did n y.. but then again.. i shall not brood over it too much n juz do wad i’m supposed to do.
bumped into su after work on the way to hospital and had a chat w her b4 i went down. funny how life is so fantastic for her n how mine is slowly rolling downhill nowadays.. o well.. juz grit my teeth and carry on i guess..
in hospital at 1700 when i got down to fussing over my mom.. the pain she is in.. the blood loss from sampling.. dunno how many times i’m gonna c this dreadful place where syringes and tubes rule the scenery. yet it’s like the back of my hand, where the makan places and the toliets and the wards.. from A-C class.. we have seen it all.
yet in the process, life is so fragile when life takes such a turn over a simple case of a bad tummy gone wrong.. complications and all n my mom is not of the best of health. yet in where i am, i’m losing my mind over trivial matters and getting cranky and different from wad i usually am.
in e end nothing is forever.. friends may come and go.. though i need them so.. but still my family holds me closer to home more than anything else.. n i gotta buck up to work harder n get a proper job and in e end contribute so tt my mom will not stress out too much. sighh..
on e bright side.. i’m going for an interview tml!.. i need a job.. will i get it?? i hope so.. i need to start a career not lag behind too much also.
*jus prays*
