part 3 of my fren saga.. i declare not to any o how trust ppl whom misplaces it anyway..
part 3 of my friend saga.. like a trilogy more i shld say.
today it’s outing w her again.. n after tht episode, i went dinner w the only buddy i can make sense to.. ambrose.. thank u bud so much for the wakening!
it seemed like a ok outing w her i guess.. when i started to realise myself like a fool to keep treating n paying for her when she dun appreciates it at all. i mean out of goodwill to buy a present for her.. she wuz so adamant in a pair of slippers tht wuz nice but cost like 189++.. i mean i cant afford tht.. n when i mentioned asking her to ask her supposed "love interest" to pay.. she actually could tell me tht she dun want him to pay so much!!!.. n i can pay so much for her la?? upon query, she mentioned that i know her longer.. n all.. so now when paying more for a present, duration as a fren is impt la.. n caring for my pocket is not i guess?? i feel like such an idiot.. i told her tt i can buy anything tt she likes.. but a 189++ slipper??? .. cmon lor.. n who am i to u?? u alreddi said tht yourself.. sheesh..
wait.. n there is still more.. she is like still attached and all.. n finally when i get tht she is seeing tht guy more as a fren but a potential interest.. i told her to do something abt her current bf.. n she juz told me tht she will sms him.. i wuz like OMG LOR.. n since i had a experience like tt b4 i told her it’s better to tell him face to face.. n she told me.. wad if he scolds me n all.. like what u did to ya x and all.. like WTH lor.. i’m speaking from experience it’s not nice for a gal to do tht to u.. n u wan to do tht to him? even though if ya bf is an ass but still he deserves to be told by u.. not thru a handphone sms.. like tht wuz a real low blow man..
if u are reading this the person involved.. i told u my past for u to not make the same mistake n all.. not for u to stab me in the back coz of wad i said n think tht is utter bullshit. n yes.. i’m at home with nothing much ado.. n jobless n all… tht u can say tht i’m so free and say i think so much and all.. i mean as my fren it’s like u support me n i support u kinda thing.. so after all the help ya got from me.. i would nv expect u to say tht i think too much and all.. rather than helping.. if i’m confused, maybe gimme a helping hand n all?? .. sighh..
i mean i dun mean to diss u and all.. but if u really want a fren.. i believe it’s a 2 way thing.. n frens dun care abt how much ya present is worth and all.. it’s the thot tht counts.. sighh.. i feel suddenly like enlightened and all.. like wow..
listen up n listen good whoeva u are.. i shall not bother anymore le.. lor.. if being a fren to u means u can step on me like a doormat. i shall not allow myself to b stepped anymore.. when i thot of u as a close fren n expected some help from u.. i guess nothing could b given.. i really thot of u as a fren but then.. sighh.. i still hope u to be.. but after all is said n done.. i only can say.. good luck in wadeva ya do.. cheerio..
*jus relieved*
