life goes on even without a job though finding.. n searching..
it’s like a monday morning/sunday evening and while ppl scurry to bed preparing to work the next day.. i’m still up by my com pa-ing dota n msn-ing ppl.
work looks bleak n honestly i had it complaining abt lack of work n love. coz even if i complain million times, it does not help things.
sunday.. today is a day for church n dota!!.. prob i will b trying to keep myself bz.. since st pat’s alummi is coming up.. good time to stretch my musical self again. hopefully it’s still there.. wahahaha..
emptiness n boredom definately lead to loneliness and despair.. and after i help ppl out of problems and ruts.. i find myself in the biggest shit hole in my life so far. is’nt there any1 to help me? o fark.. i’m complaining again!!.. wahahaha..
once a complainer always a complainer.. wahahaha.. but i dun whine ok!
tsk tsk.. pray for me folks..
*jus desperate*
