the time where frens n rships juz get jumbled in e process
hey u all.. it’s time to flood again as i sit n wait for the day i can finally step into my work place. incidentally SIAEC sent me a dam thick envelope via courier with a huge contract n of cos a letter stating that i’m finally accepted as a AAME to a SLAE. but then again it’s kinda ironic coz at e end of the hell hole i reject it after all the trouble gone into it for a job that i did not look at initially but now i’m really anticipating to get in.
so ok.. as i sit here n wait n stuff like that, i’m been playing agony aunt to few of my frens those close to me and stuff like that n i wuz really in the thick of being a professional kaypoh chi.. but then i guess they needed my help so here i am. but i am also in a dilemma kinda myself as i help the ppl unwittingly i begin to fall into a web that i may fall into a situation that even myself cant crawl out of.
things abt how good ya can b to a fren becomes fuzzy as the line between a fren is being crossed and i’m really starting to doubt my judgement as it starts to look so fuggly.. not to make matters worse but to realise in my other activities i also do on the weekends, the people there are so much different and the style of management dealt with takes a drastic change and i’m in a world between the old and the new and it’s really taking a toll..
of cos i do not deny that i’m truly blessed but then as i’m being tried on things probably hard for me alone to comprehend, i really need divine intervention and help on what i need to do to proceed. of cos my work is now more or less settled. but my ECA or extra-c activities are seriously foggy and i need light to make it work out. n i cant work it out w juz a AA type size torch light.. -_-”’
as i sincerely pray for it.. juz keep in mind my dear frens to really count ya blessings when ya have it n do not live life w regrets if ya do not purse wad u want. =)
*jus prays*
