when everything right goes wrong n nothing really matters at all..
happie nye to u all man!!… dammn it’s like 31st dec liaoz.. n on this fateful day, my throat still luv’s me deeply than ever as my boom box in my vocals reduces to a itsy bitsy squeak.
man i feel quite trashed man!.. apparently i had a tiff w a v close fren of mine.. i mean we all treated each other more than a usual fren i guess.. n lines get crossed n fire balls get spewed all over the place makin the place look like a freaking battlefield. n in e end, i’m the sole culprit in making her day all e more miserable. well of cos i dun expect ppl to forget all the wrong n rmd the countless good tt happened coz it’s so human to like rmb 1 wrong n forget 1000 good things.. but then, i really cant help but feel tt i will still get on ppl’s nerve n piss ppl off coz tt is wad i am.. not defending myself but i’m like putting myself on a dammn target board n say.. COME SHOOT ME LOR!!.. n in the end it does not really matter as i will prob screw things up i guess w this fren of mine.
really uplifting stuff for the last day of the year rite?
ppl will prob think of new year reflections n all abt how they will not do this n that n wat not.. not me i guess.. y even bother lor.. once a dammned always a dammned as i walk ard like a lumbering hulk unwittingly hurting ppl ard me not because i want to but i really dun mean to…
*jus reflects*
