Blogging to clear my noggin

happie nye to u all man!!… dammn it’s like 31st dec liaoz.. n on this fateful day, my throat still luv’s me deeply than ever as my boom box in my vocals reduces to a itsy bitsy squeak.

man i feel quite trashed man!.. apparently i had a tiff w a v close fren of mine.. i mean we all treated each other more than a usual fren i guess.. n lines get crossed n fire balls get spewed all over the place makin the place look like a freaking battlefield. n in e end, i’m the sole culprit in making her day all e more miserable. well of cos i dun expect ppl to forget all the wrong n rmd the countless good tt happened coz it’s so human to like rmb 1 wrong n forget 1000 good things.. but then, i really cant help but feel tt i will still get on ppl’s nerve n piss ppl off coz tt is wad i am.. not defending myself but i’m like putting myself on a dammn target board n say.. COME SHOOT ME LOR!!.. n in the end it does not really matter as i will prob screw things up i guess w this fren of mine.

really uplifting stuff for the last day of the year rite?

ppl will prob think of new year reflections n all abt how they will not do this n that n wat not.. not me i guess.. y even bother lor.. once a dammned always a dammned as i walk ard like a lumbering hulk unwittingly hurting ppl ard me not because i want to but i really dun mean to…

*jus reflects*

hey u guys.. long time since my last entry.. aniwae.. it seems like a long time.. wahahaha.. i got a bad cough n flu since my crazy antics at christmas.. all the heaty food n alcohol getting to me i guess??..

to make matters worse, i had to go to the job agency sounding sick n all… but then again, another failed job interview as the pay is really cutting it bit down.. but o well.. hopefully this does not stack up into something big as i prepare my lozenges n rest in preparation for the next festive season.. =)

*jus KOed*

hie u all!!.. Merry christmas! as i prepare to mit my relatives for festive partying n later my ORD khaki’s for BBQ rnd 2.. prob enjoying myself while it lasts b4 i bring myself into the rat race in the start of the new year..

aniwae, yest after midnite mass went out w my server khaki’s to clarke quay to chiong.. ended up at some dingy disco surrounded by more guys than gals… n juz settled for getting half drunk n pretty wasted… VOW not to go back to tt crap bar anymore… only settle for zouk, mos, devils… arghh… but then again.. not tt i chiong so much.. my alcohol level sux n i dun like getting smoked up by 2nd hand smoke.. =)

well.. the issue w SIA is seriously screwing up as the bus3rd person who suppose to liase w me prob tua me n has not given me any reply.. DAMMN SIA HR PPL.. aniwae.. i prob cant juz sit on my laurels n think tt tt company is my only hope.

posted a few resumes to ST n eurocopter SE pte ltd.. n bumped into my church fren who also incidentally works in eurocopter whom i posted my resume to.. XD

by any stroke of luck.. hahaha.. o well… lemme juz indulge myself in more partying as my job searching continues..

*jus indulges*

finally can blog after yest.. been trying to blog for hrs yest when crap shit microcrap refuses to load my webpage for friendster n furthermore friendster decides to haf a field day by having server error..

anyway, yest wuz my ORD day!! rejoice.. my best christmas present. as i went back to base in CV (civillian wear) n collected my ic.. it’s a start of a new journey n the end of 1.. aniwae, jokes aside, plans gotta b made i guess.. as my reserves in my bank account begin to dry, my frantic search for a job continues. the rat race begins.. but before that, gonna enjoy my holidays before i regret my partying days..

=)

*jus grinZ*

hey guys.. been bumming ard since i got back from pk. juz the weekend after the 15th.. attended 1 wedding n 1 birthday bbq.. yeah!.. now on a mon afternoon sitting in front of my desk typing as i’m on MC mode again!.. hahaha.. dun look @ me like tt.. thought i would keng my last day out of work today to only find out tt i’m really sick.. hahaha.. been diagnosed w tummy flu tt is y my stomach has been bloated. n i thought i gained 2 inches on my waist from PK.. too much mee kua n nasi? =x

yeap! i’m gonna ORD in like 2 days. tt is like my dream since i entered army. but with ord coming closer, i’m without a vocation n haf to franctically join the rat race in finding a good job. tt’s where my header for today comes in..

but heck w tht 1st.. dun deprieve me from enjoying a few days or 1 mth of lost lost freedom!… awaiting my IC in bated breath while i havoc w my frens n pals in festive cheer this christmas. yea!!.. it will b a great christmas this year.. all e more to make it perfect w a job in my hand n a babe in my arms.. *dreamZ*

hey… no harm fantasizing a bit rite??? -_-”’

*jus anticipates*

hey u all!!… i’m like finally back from pekan baru.. n it’s like a 2 week holiday!.. how to start man!!!… totally enjoyed my stay there.. though i kinda miss alot of ppl here.. 28th of nov to like the 15th of dec.. so much things i did there n so much to write abt..

aniwae pekan baru is a province in indoneasia which really is more backdated than singapore.. there the life is really so much slower n relaxed.. n the currency is in rupiah which brings to me another thing.. the exchange rate there is really madness.. 5800+ rp from when i started my det, to 5740 rp per SG$1… which is really quite high. n when food there is like 17k rp per meal, it’s really cheap living there.. for a typical week there, without my shopping, juz eating is only abt SG$20/- …

the next thing i muz really say is the food there.. how long ago haf ya drank from glass bottles n seen roadside stalls? nostalgia mode man.. fanta grape would prob b a name the new generation would not know. teh botol is another drink that is uncommon to all.. it’s kinda teh O in glass bottle.. the food is also unique.. curry rice, nasi uduk, wantan mee from roadside stalls….

of cos typical singaporean’s we all shop.. n with such cheap currency, shop is definately a must… bought like 5 tops, 1 jacket, 1 berms, a backpac n a pouch n with the govt sponsoring my spree w $55/- a day.. we lived like kings n shopped like hell there with like plenty of spare cash left.. i prob spent like $500/- for the entire trip .

but wat is a trip without my fren’s? especially my NS colleagues when we are all going to ORD.. our final trip of coz we go out w a bang!.. the late nites outside our corridor tokking n drinking.. our outings to shop n eat.. n even work is a pleasure compared to the shitty workplace back in singapore..

i also had the misfortune of celebrating my birthday overseas.. it wuz also the end of det dinner as i got sabohed to sing a song on stage. i dragged my batch up to sing n they gave me a real "treat" back at the hotel as i kena blanket party..

i must also give special mention to my room mate who is also my maple khaki weida.. really crazy n funny guy whose c130 engine at nite really is a special point to note. pros n cons though, mood swings sometimes a bit n never fails to take a dig to suan me non stop.. but we really rocked the room w his techno blasting from the speakers in our room 514 in hotel furaya..

yeah.. i also finally got a chance to sit in my own fennec aircraft tt i serviced for like 1+ yr!… on my birthday some more.. hehehe.. a joy ride to remember as the pilot did emergency engine failure n simulated enemy under fire.. hot, tiring but not a trip tt i regretted.

so much things to say but yet cant really pen it down so much.. but it’s really something unique experience to remember as i look forward to my ord in 6 days.. n the next time i go back to work is to collect my pink IC!!… ORD lo….=)