Blogging to clear my noggin

i wuz woken up at 0900am suddenly by my father. my mom had fallen into a bout of fits n we are sending her to the hospital. it wuz abt 1 yr ago since the last relaspe… yes.. it’s not the 1st time my mum had fits. i wuz v worried n got changed asap. the freaking bloody hell ambulance has not arrived n it’s alreddi ½ an hr!.. wtf.. wad kinda emergency ambulance is this? as i thot, my mother all along had a v bad medical condition. she had to be put on powerful medicine to keep herself in check as she is easily stressed out n had an op b4.

wad e nerve of the ambulance tt came. it wuz a private ambulance n the staff are so slack!.. i’m pissed. finally we reached the hospital n dad went to register mom. the stupid ambulance driver like came to ask me to sign his retarded form to pay his shitty service!! *blood boil* swaa… i sign.. then he stretch out his hand n asked for cash upfront!.. wahh.. knnccb!!… lim peh no cash leii.. told him cash dun haf.. i pay debit on my mom behalf can? while she is struggling to fight her fits in A&E, i fighting off a driver who has no bloody priorities at all!!.. even my dad also flared at him lor. but then again, y would i call emergency service when they can send me a bloody ambulance tt demands i pay cash for his service? all the civil defence ambulance died izzit?

i stayed in the hospital from 9+am -5pm.. my father fleeted in n out of hospital n i stayed on to take care of mom. as i watched my mom sleep, wondered whether wuz i the cause of her lying there now. she woke momentarily to eat n cough.. i fed her porridge n she seem so weak..the doc said tt she wuz under stress.. n she blood level had too low count of her usual medicine.

my father fleeted back in at 4+pm n i had to take a breather!.. handed over sentinel duty to dad.. n went to meet jac..

yes.. jac.. this is the part where u come into the picture.. hahaha.. firstly 10q for making my day a load better. always can count on my frens to make things right!.. we met late abt 7pm.. nevertheless, the understanding btw old frens wuz always there right? hahaha.. had a great time i guess.. engrossing conversations abt her work, her life, my life, problems n stuff.. all my great frens.. ambrose, jac, su , daryl n all… make me a better person. secondly.. 10q for also bringing my mood up also.. suanin u really made me day.. *wahahaha* but aniwae.. it wuz a blast. n more outings to come.. though not in such detail.. hahaha.. oops.

went back home at 11pm n the reality came back to play. my brother incessantly used the com n he pissed my dad off. apparently my mom also wuz stressed abt my bro n i using the com too late.. yes… I… me… also got pulled into the picture as my mom lies in bed far away, a reality check had to b put in place.. even if i use late, my bro cant see me use it.. n my mom also does not like me to stay up too late also!.. sighh.. i’m sorry mom for making u stressed out.. for the times tht i nv watch my bro n play my nites away..

i guess i gotta pull my socks n work something out i guess.. as i see my late nites wither away.. i guess a comprimise muz b made to make the situation turn around.

*jus prays*

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