Blogging to clear my noggin

hey u all.. back from outing again.. it’s sat n it’s a weekend for me again.. hehehe.. so.. i woke up like at 12pm today after a late nite convo again.. then i prob lazed at home till abt 1500 playing maple n slacking i guess.. n met up w shar to go chill out.. went to e esplanade n then to citylink to la kopi..

put 2 fogey’s in kopitiam.. wat do they do? sit down n tok kok lor.. tht is wad we did.. chill out w my oreo mocha n tokking abt school life last time.. prob till abt 1800.. then went off to meet darlie.. near there.. hmmm… it’s back to the east again to kem.. to pa LAN n dota in which i obviously got creamed. then to casurina prata again.. shiok!.. mushroom cheese prata.. bestest..

after which nothing much ado.. in LAN shop tok kok.. then balek kampung to blog.. n slack..
n when i tot my day wuz over..

i received a msn msg from my x gf.. ms chan.. well.. it’s a trip down memory lane for me as she claims to update me abt her.. but then.. my heart really sank when she fervently declines to meet n claims to b maintaining a frenship.. like occasionally seeing when ya online n msg ya diplomatically is enough?? for her mebbe.. but not for me i guess.. in e end.. i’m resigned to demote her staus.. from gf to cls fren to fren.. now? i also dunno.. o well.. to ms chan.. if ya reading this.. i know it’s rude to say this.. but then again.. u cant blame me for saying it like this.. coz for u.. ya really a leopard who cannot change ya spots n likewise for me.. tht is y.. ya a person whom i luv to hate.. n hate not to luv..  but then it’s all in e past.. n i guess.. as even now it’s so difficult to b your fren..

*jus akan datang*

i slept late last nite.. n wuz rudely awakened by a call today.. my colleague called me asking y am i not doing at work.. blur n seii… i juz replied on instinct while in a split sec.. snapping me back to reality!.. OMG!!.. I LIKE SO OVERSLEPT AGAIN!!.. wtf… woke up by a call at like 800.. when i supposed to b at work?? really a 1st time for me… i prob flew down to work..the bloody cab fare cost like 14 bucks lor.. coz of the freaking surcharges.. n reached at 0845.. saw my colleagues practically laughin at me coz of how silly i sounded ½ asleep on the fone..

aniwae.. i did do some work like for abt 2+ hrs only? some float fitment.. n abt 1130 we were like leaving my workplace!!.. hahaha.. coz.. we were supposed to attend a career fair near nyp (nanyang poly) … we left pretty early.. n went down to nyp.. to sit in the canteen n tok kok n drink strawberry blended ice… n yogurt slushies.. *shiok*!! it’s like today i practically… came late n left early.. really evil… real evil.. n i’m loving every moment of it!.. hahaha.. juz toking kok w my colleagues.. 5 of us.. rj, chongyuan, weida,quah n me.. power sia… chilling out n prob enjoying sights n sounds of nyp.. though we prob felt like old geezers in young kid’s domain.. hahaha.. or we like to say.. mature adults.. hahahaha…

then we went for the career fair at the grassroots community center.. nothing much since most of the job vacancies are for companies who deal w semicondutors n stuff like tt.. not something tht i would like to dabble in.. but then again, apply for a job is not wad my actual purpose to come here rite? *sniggers* then we left again.. all split n rj n i went to immigration to do our passports.. which incidentally reminds me.. to go collect my freaking passport.. on wed!!… o well.. tht reminder done.. n now.. typing my blog.. prob later going out w ambrose.. for our usual bachelor’s nite out..

so, waited for am to finish work.. from 2100.. to 2300.. only met him at abt tht time.. n we went down to geylang for some tau huay n you tiao.. hehehe.. shiok only!!~~ am paid.. he better man coz i did not buy dinner while waiting for him n ended up starving till now!!.. hahaha.. so aniwae, tummy’s full n bulging n happie.. time to hit the sack!.. hahahha..

*jus relaxs*

hey hey.. i juz got back from guard duty this morning.. ok.. so i’m supposed to meet su.. n her frens jason n jo.. so i wait.. supposed to meet at 1130.. waited till abt 1250 then she like finished bathin.. *pengz* wad’s w gals bathing so dammn slow!.. hahaha.. aniwae.. met w her n jo.. 1st.. then meet their fren jason at lido to watch the show.. the maid.. some horror show which is actually not tht scary.. hahaha… got clutched by some scared galz btw.. but then tht is like nothing to mention abt!.. *boringzzz* ok.. so aniwae..

such a joke lor.. they were like askin me whether i wuz sleeping throughout the show lor.. i wuz like juz relaxzz on the chair.. wif my hand propping my head up!.. su n jo.. they 2 really hilarous manz!! i guess jo is a nice fren to know i guess.. but nothing more than tt!.. i dun wish to comment though.. hehehe.. jason is pretty quiet.. mebbe i dun know him tt well.. but as if he wuz trying to make an effort.. but then again, he wuz pretty disturbed these past few days.. n i’m supposed to know them like only today.. but well.. convo’s w su pretty told me much!..

so lemme continue, so.. we went to sakae n eat buffet!.. manz.. ate 30+ plates of sushi for 17 bucks!.. pretty ok manz.. o manz.. then after tt.. put 2 gals in orchard.. wat will they do??… shop… so aniwae.. juz been dragged by 2 crazy shop-o-holics.. n a moody guy.. so wad else can i mention? … went back abt 2000.. wanna rush back to watch project superstar!… n see kelly n xinhui.. hahaha.. although kelly did not perform tt well.. but she is still gd.. hehehe.. but then again..i’m betting tt xinhui wins.. she really improve alot..

so i’m like bloggin n maplin waiting for 2330 for the project superstar results.. *hopes* weilian n  kelly are the dark horses i guess.. but it’s ani 1’s game now..

*jus ponders*

i restarted my com like 2x liaozz… n tried to blog but unable to publish it
juz now.. n my bloody screen is still flickering on n off yellow.. wtf!!… juz
break down or something so i can change this crap of heap shit manzz.. or b nice
n dun gimme so much problems.. hahaha.. i muz b mad to b talking to an inanimate
object but wad e hell..

other than tt.. i juz got back from nite shift.. work is like nothing much as
usual.. tml doing guard duty… n thurs prob going out.. w su.. n her fren’s.. 
felt tt yest’s comment wuz a bit dangerous but wad e hell…

*jus sianzz*

ok.. shld i juz blurt it out.. or shld i.. ani 124 sqn mgt ppl here?? *looks* o heck it la.. lim peh gonna ORD liaoz..

i woke up at 0530.. does not sound weird rite? but then i supposed to start work at 0600!!.. i jumped out of bed n thought my options.. even if i rush down to work, i’d also b late.. not mentioning the midnight surcharge of the taxi fare.. i rush down also got probability tht i will kena extra or such.. so i juz reported in sick.. since my tooth is still aching n my wisdom tooth needs to b settled.. i may not save much money but i guess i would have a day rest n still save money.. after all.. i guess i can reminburse my medical claim.

so i went to bed.. n woke up at 0800 to go to the dentist near my plc to settle my tooth.. went for a medical checkup n paid $30. so X!.. n best thing abt it. i still need to go a poly clinic to book an appt on the govt hospital. then i juz lazed at home i guess.. went back to another online game.. maple story asia since wd been egging me to play n ambrose also playing.. i thot y not? my character HTaro in Aqulia server.. in memory of hanataro from bleach.. hehehe

nevertheless.. went for assumption mass at 1830. sighh.. i nv noticed tht bad.. but our server’s standard is really dropping.. like shit sia.. so messy.. really paii seii.. n the dinner after tt!.. wah lan eh.. i really hated tht dinner..

lemme start of with the food. we are expected to pay $35 for it.. ok.. server’s got a subisdy of $20 so i paid $15.. but the food is so sucky. juz imagine serving shark’s fin soup w eggs n peas mixed in it.. PEAS.. YES.. PEAS.. then the fish so so only.. the chix is not too bad.. but then.. the noodles.. OMG lor.. look like bloody mifen i can buy from ani chap chai stall lor.. $0.40 mifen at e resturant? crap.. ok.. last but not least.. dessert.. is… *drum roll* is……. Lumpy Ole Le Red Bean Soup.. yeap!.. red bean soup tt i think my air force cook house also can whip up..

then the host is so lame.. n our server’s are so rude.. sighh.. i really dread the dinner.. making my relaxful day a royal pain in the ass.. o well.. i guess nice start.. shitty end i guess..

*jus sad*

i muz b on a real sombre mood.. yest i sent my fren adrian off on his death anniversary. today i attended my sec sch band concert in memorial of our dead patrician keith morton’s death anniversary.

today is a church day to start of w i guess.. attended mass n meetings as usual.. n left after a short overview of practice. not b4 dirtying my fingers to polish ppl’s work which is not done properly.. typical NSF to kio ppl’s sai.. then i went off to cut my hair short short.. n after which met sharizan to collect tix for my sec sch concert at victoria concert hall.

as the header on their program leaflet says: the saint patrick’s alummi band & saint patrick’s school millitary band presents celebration of a patrician life.. it wuz really as wad it meant.. going through the various stages of band life. from Junior Band (Sec1) to Intermediate Band (Sec2) to a combined Wind Ensemble (Sec3&4) to finally where we all are now.. the Alumni Band.. really brings back fondest memories of how interesting my sec sch eca wuz..

not to forget it wuz a concert for keith, our alumni band placed his baritone sax in the front of the band n dedicated a soulful hymn in memorial of our deceased brother in christ. the concert wuz not too bad. of coz the alumni band got the most gimmicks n rousing cheers but the main band did not fare too bad.

after the concert ended at abt 2000, went for dinnner w AJ, Boon n 3 of AJ’s frens which i seem not to place a name abt… *oops* ok.. mebbe clifford gomez n rachelle… n… 1 more…. so sorrie manz.. such shitty memory.. arghh!! wuz it serene or something? o well.. sorrie to the names mentioned abv for such lack of memory. aniwae, ate horfun at circular street behind boat quay n went to TCC to literally tcc… hahahah.. the coffee consieurs (cfm wrong spellin.. dunno hw to spell) to literally tok cock corner.. hehehe.. o well.. a relaxful evening for a purposeful concert i guess.. incidentally clifford wuz the reason i wuz interested in the band!.. his batch played at my pri sch to promote their cd which i still haf.. n played a percussion ensemble winding river which they also played today.. made me interested into the musical fusion of band. hee hee.. st stephen’s - st pat’s mentality i guess..

prob sat there n relaxed not to mention breathin in 2nd hand smoke as most of them smoked.. *sheesh* even rachelle smoked.. arghh… till abt 2330 b4 all of us left.. n me n boon took a cabby back…

"it’s only when u lost a fren to the pearly gates tht ppl really notice their presence.. will u all miss me when i’m gone? i wonder"

*jus ponders*

hey u all.. i’m back from duty again… once again i find myself staring at a yellow screen.. n wondering wad the rubbish i’m lookin at again. aniwae.. today is the 1st death anniversary of my church friend adrian. n i’m going down to vist him w 2 of my friends phelicia n darryl.

before i continue how the day went, i’d prob give a short summary abt adrian n how is he related to me. adrian wuz my church fren from cathecism class. he wuz relatively close to me n darryl esp darryl.. coming from the same class, we all were also in the same church organisation: altar servers society from our church. ppl come n go n he left it 1st. but i nv would expect him to literally leave us so soon.. n i’d prob juz leave it at tht i guess..

aniwae.. now i’m prob preparing to go n meet my frens.. so later i would prob bring abt the update..

ok.. 2nd ½ of my day i guess.. went for a purpose.. not a happie 1 at tht.. but nvtheless a good opportunity to catch up w ppl i seldom meet.. in the case my neighbour tht i seldom meet.. hahaha… to phel if ya seeing this! ate at malan noodles at chinatown n went dwn to st teresa’s church for our intended purpose.

took some time to find his niche.. but in e end.. found it.. together w his parents.. it wuz a solemmn moment i guess.. all of us remembering how he wuz.. n how he affected our lives.. his mum still wuz crying pretty bad n his dad wuz solemmn throughout.. kinda awkward though.. offered a prayer for him in silence n went on our way. 13th of aug 2004 - in memory of adrian seow zongde.

tht done, went to billy bomber’s for some super thick shake!.. rudely sinful after our trip before. but nevertheless.. enjoyed our shakes.. n after meeting her bf n her sis.. we all split up.. after tht.. prob nothing much after tht, went w darryl to sim lim to buy his com stuff.. n went to his plc to burn programs to stop my spyware.. but for some silly reason.. they cant b detected on my com.. -_-”’

to adrian, may his soul finally find rest n solace where he may not more feel any more pain n sorrow…

*jus ponders*

woo hoo.. i’m like back from work.. work’s nothing i want to describe anyway.. as nothing is new nowadays. n i’m facing a retarded 2nd hand monitor tht think’s it’s a yellow tinged sunglasses as it keeps giving me a greenish yellow colour background.. incidentally did i mention tht i juz changed the monitor like only  yest? n it’s like crapping up alreddi!.. wth… i keep owning crap!…

aniwae nothing really matters.. my life is as crappy as my com.. o well.. juz c wad happens now as i face my blog w a yellow screen..

*jus irritated*

hey hey.. today is a another day at work.. i applied for day off on the 15th of aug due to church commitments.. n 10xx to other colleagues who took it b4 me.. i wuz rejected.. which make me rather pissed! coz i actually told my line ic like 1 week ago.. then he keep procastinating n then now i cant even take my day off.. *tu lanzz*

aniwae.. i got back home from work.. n wuz treated to a new dvd burner by philips.. n a new 2nd hand monitor.. haha.. i know tht sounds weird but anyway… so i guess i’d b on my way i guess.. =p~~

*jus sianz*

haf u guys tried to blog w a flickering monitor tht is so freaking unstable, it resizes like so often? well.. i’m like doing so now.. *sighh* y everything i own is rubbish.. this is like the 3rd to 4th monitor i replaced so far.. n i’m like so pissed off.. aniwae to all patriots out there.. HAPPIE NATIONAL DAY! coz mine is nt tht happy.. not tht i care though.. hahaha..

alot of people telling me to make my blog more interesting n says it gets boring as i juz relate my stuff n not really make it entertaining.. but then again.. my header did say tht it’s an outlet to my soul.. like my online diary.. is’nt tht wad a blog is for anyway? so i juz type wad i want..

aniwae.. today i got back from guard duty.. nothing much actually.. thot i go back n blog.. but wad the hell.. my monitor kept flickering n resizing.. like some bloody disco lighting.. cant even see wad wuz on my monitor.. wuz so pissed off.. the other day still ok..now when i wanted to do stuff.. then it screws up? took a nap.. till like 1600… then i went to eat my super late lunch..watched some tv n went out to meet ambrose for dinner at chinatown. ate at yum cha resturant.. shiok sia.. ate like shark fin’s dumplings, scallop dumplings, soft shell crabs, pork ribs.. n ee fu noodle.. to die for man!!.. dammn solid food. toddled off to PS (like again… ) n ate ice cream from swensen’s (like again.. ) hahaha… met up w another close fren daryl.. n walked ard PS waiting to watch 7 swords.. a movie by tsui hark.. not too bad a show… all the usual kung fu acrobatics n pretty fast paced movie.. finished everything like abt 0030.. n pia back home!

sounds funny since my monitor keeps resizing.. n my bloody words keeps growing smaller n bigger.. like so dammn irritating!.. bloody hell!!!.. my brother tried to fix the monitor n tht is y i can barely blog coz at least i can at least c wad i’m typing.. or else i cant even blog! arghh!! o well.. this monitor gonna b trashed!.. my uncle shld b coming down tml.. n i asked for another monitor n he’s bringing down a new DVD burner!.. yeahz.. finally can clear my shit n stuff.. but in e end my com is still shit.. =p~~

*jus irritated*