overview of the week+ a moody evening
okie… another week ahead.. n not such a bad one at tht.. work wuz light today as i had some1 to overview again.. n also it wuz pretty light work today. probably bummed ard more than workin.. hahaha.. i wuz requested to take off tml as our manpower is over the top.. n since i suppose su wuz free to meet tml.. i took it w no complains.. well.. so aniwae.. tml i got no work.. hopefully i go out tml.. provided she does not fall sick.. then weds i’m on guard duty.. thurs off.. fri work.. n it’s the weekend!.. not too bad.. a 3 day work week.. but sun got guard again la.. sianz.. so it’s 4 day week.. hehehe.. o well.. 1 day off is better than nothing…
thot my day wuz done.. tried to catch up w 1 of my x’s. besides the fact tht she has been ignoring me since the last time we met like close to 4-5 mths ago, i feel v sad n disappointed.. wad used to b such a close person to u can b a total stranger the next day. even when i asked to catch up w her.. she refused to catch up w me.. n only stated 2 msg on msn only.. how low can tht get?? or maybe she wan to get me outta of her head.. but then.. y cant i do the same.. sighh.. y cant a rship end to b a frenship? juz to lose 2 unique individuals like tt juz is v heart wrenchin. maybe the 1st wuz coz i could not face the truth.. but y when i try so hard to b a fren.. n they juz dont get it.. sighh
*jus despondent*
